Where Are My Wings II

[angela_n_hunt]

Where Are My Wings II
Originally uploaded by quennessa

Not to overshare, but this isn't make up.

The Mad Model has challenges with her skin from time to time. Yet she poses for me anyway, trusting me. This was one time where I swear, it looked like someone had cut off a pair of wings off of her back. And it seemed weird in that sense of good of the word, because in my life, she is certainly an angel. Muse. Inspiration.

And sometimes, even she feels grounded by the world. Life is heavy sometimes.

Sometimes we all ask where are our wings?

* * *

So.

Wednesday.

I actually nearly forgot it was. Brain's still stuck in Tuesday somewhere.

I've been clinging to my word count goals for NaNo. It's been more challenging and not this time around. Largely because only this morning I identified why I'm fighting it so hard.

I'm afraid of finishing.

This is the last book of the quadrilogy.

When it's done, it's done. And I'm not really sure I want to be done.

But it is what it is. Done is done.

I honestly don't know what I'll do next after I'm done with the entirety of the Enchanter's Theorem. I have several other novel ideas with assorted notes. But none of them are burning up the bandwidth to be written afterwards. Maybe the.childrens.crusade, but honestly, that story frightens me. It's a challenging concept and I truly don't know if I have the chops to tackle it after.

Doesn't mean I may not make the attempt. After all, fail early. Fail often. It's the only way to succeed.

And that's that. My brain's full. Today word count is burning up. So.

I won't knock it.

But I'll be sad when I type the end and Sabine's story is done.

Comments

[shiv5468.livejournal.com]

When are you taking your art on holiday?

[angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com]

I leave on the 30th. 23 days till Florence. *bounce*

[shiv5468.livejournal.com]

And then you will be rich and faaaamous

[angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com]

From your mouth to the gods ears!

Everyone visualize rich Italian collectors!

Days the angel falls

[(Anonymous)]

I needed your words today. And Michele says she could look at that photo all day. So I dream of wings, wings that will fly me away from all this guilt. - The Mad Model

Re: Days the angel falls

[angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com]

Please thank Michelle. I wasn't sure how you'd feel about the image, but I really love it. It also seems very appropriate today.

*hug*

[lunaticbubbles.livejournal.com]

One of the things I really love about your photography is that you're able to create beauty in what others would consider "flaws". Wonderful as always!

[lunaticbubbles.livejournal.com]

Wrong word, replace "create" with "see".

[angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com]

:)

Thank you!