buried

[angela_n_hunt]

*digs out*

Hi there.

Sorry about that. Birthdays buried me and so did small children. One more birthday to go.

Wish friendlyquark (aka the Ant) a most excellent and awesome birthday. Tomorrow is her day. As she continuously tells me, the Mouse was her 9 day early birthday present five years ago.

I got sunburned yesterday at D-land and have to make sure I put on adequate sun protection for our third foray tomorrow. Today, I'm digging through as much as I can and planning on a nap. The sun headache I still have is awful. But I've gotten through all my email, though I haven't touched all the news I haven't seen in a week and a half.

I know. Ignore it, you say. Except that a good 50% of what I write, make art out of, paint or photograph, comes out of my surfing. Jogs the brainmeat and gives me ideas. I need ideas desperately right now, as I'm trying to complete things before moving on to new projects. No new projects till I finish the shit I have now or decide it's not worth continuing.

Video to edit. Photos to edit. Novel to finish transcribing before moving on to the edit of book two, better known as Dark Lightning.

And I'm still battling bad brain chemistry, masquerading as panic/anxiety about shit I have no control over. Which reminds me, I need to take more allergy meds, so I can breathe and make the anxiety go away. Panic requires Vitamin D, fish oil and sleep. Seriously.

What else?

Gods.

Too much.

I only have six days left of my leave and then it's back to it. If you want to see me in a partially rested state, now's your chance.

In other news, I should have edited photos for you to see tonight. Yay!

I'm back to it.

*buries self*

Comments

[chuckles48.livejournal.com]

Hmmm. I've been taking SAM-E for the bipolar stuff, and, well, it helps. A bunch. Good mood stabilizer. YMMV, of course.

[angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com]

The D/fish oil combo completely eradicates my minor panic/depression if I take it religiously. The anxiety is a direct omg, I can't breathe response brought on by asthma/allergies. Problem is, like all minor disorders, when I'm feeling good...I forget to take everything.

So I do it to myself which always pisses me off.

But, at least it's treatable, y'know? When I'm taking everything, I feel great.