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48 slim, thin, too full hours.
Zen calm is descending. I'm grateful. At this point, as with all things like this in my life till now, things approach zero hour and it's like my body just decides to eject the worry and the anxiety. It can leave me sometimes feeling a bit detached, because it ejects other emotions too, but I'll take it.
I'm committed. They'll button up the hatch on me before I know it.
I have too much in my brain that I either want to say or just need to dump. I can't remember when I've felt this full of just...possibility, I guess is the best word. It's not often you get a life event and you know before it happens that afterwards? Everything will be different. Right now, I'm the Angela who's never been to Florence, never shown internationally. After Dec. 10th, I'll be the Angela who went to Florence, saw her art hung on the Fortezza's walls and ogled the David.
I don't know that Angela yet.
But I can't wait to meet her.
Zen calm is descending. I'm grateful. At this point, as with all things like this in my life till now, things approach zero hour and it's like my body just decides to eject the worry and the anxiety. It can leave me sometimes feeling a bit detached, because it ejects other emotions too, but I'll take it.
I'm committed. They'll button up the hatch on me before I know it.
I have too much in my brain that I either want to say or just need to dump. I can't remember when I've felt this full of just...possibility, I guess is the best word. It's not often you get a life event and you know before it happens that afterwards? Everything will be different. Right now, I'm the Angela who's never been to Florence, never shown internationally. After Dec. 10th, I'll be the Angela who went to Florence, saw her art hung on the Fortezza's walls and ogled the David.
I don't know that Angela yet.
But I can't wait to meet her.
