Two Days In

To my vacation, and I'm already feeling a wee bit less crazed, but the family stuff is making me *headdesk*.

An almost five year old girl is a handful.  I love her beyond life, but right now I'm feeling like an utter failure of a parent.  She's gone huge into the defiance thing.  Supposedly it's a sign of how secure she is, but it's driving me absolutely nuts.  She's also treating people really poorly which is just no bueno.  The psych advice is to just ignore it, but my gut is telling me that that's just stupid.  Ignoring it doesn't teach you that it's not okay!

Anyway, not feeling it as the Momma today.  Wishing I didn't feel quite made of so much fail.

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Finished the rough cut of the video.  Now to send it to one other place.  More as I can reveal it.

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Today I'm going to do taxes and work on the photos.  If all goes well, I'll have the first batch up later today.

I also found a show that I think will be a great place for the photos to go to.  So I'm going to work on my submission for it.  We'll see how it goes.

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My fingernails are just ragged. 

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Nothing else right now.  My gut hurts, I got no sleep and I need to put in my contacts.  Pray for me today.